Reader,
today was a luck thursday.
because i have confident of my tomorrow force test.
Mr Leong today never zi high. Mr Chan was the BEST today,
MDM TAN even better, because she never punish us for been late for
Red Cross today. THE BEST BEST things of the day was,
my grandfather have dischage from hospital today.
i was super happy. Shock??
i was shock and can not take it
because i was with him the day before he was sended to hospital,
i told myself not to think too much, as this
week many test is coming out, i must be force and study get promoted
to sec4. grandpa will be dissappointed if i retain.
so i never told anyone. but only keep it inside my heart and cry in a coner.
i don really know my grandpa condition because only 8 same ppl are allow to
visit him. Seem to be very serious. i was super worry and i really scare that he will just gone like this.

i stick to him since i was young. he dote me alot.
even though, his was not that rich, but he will still buy he sweets,
or all the "rubbish" i want to eat.
Compare to my grandma, i dote him more.
maybe because i found him have the same charastics as my family member.
iwe spent more time together and chat, laught, having dinner. JUST 2 OF US.
when ever i touch him, i just feel like crying.
because he was super skinny and old. i can even see and feel this bone.
seriouly i felt very heart pain to see that.
everytime i when over his place, the only things i can do is to
eat what ever he like to eat, watch wat ever tv channel he like to watch,
listen to wat ever he want to say. this are the only things i can do.
i love him alot. i don know how to express my love for him,
but just bury it inside my heart just like how he use to do.