I just does not feel right.
i keep wounder am i someone people will cherish?
The answer is no.
been too friendily, playful, will offend others easily.
choose not to be too friendly, too playful, will feel like
been left up. and others will think i am unfriendly and a bad person.
always trying to maintain friendship among friends but i really try
but the result is the same. i should say that they did not realise?
or i should say that actually they did not treat me as friend?
i really cherish them as friends. really. but always feel that there always a
distance between us. a wall.
i always joke around does not mean that i don care,
but seriously my heart will pain. will bleed too.
is it when ever they don have a friend then they will remember you?
am i a replacement? maybe i am be a good listening ears too many.
but i wounder, where is mine listening ears?
what the really values of me??
i always think that if i am a good listening ears to other,
they will do the samw things to me back., when ever i need it.
if one day i went missing will anyone even reliase or care?
i don like this feeling.
do anyone really know and care about me?
they know things must better then i am.
they know ur sercert more then i does.
is not problem of wanted to know anot is the problem
of turst or not. or u even care to tell me anot.
am i just for enterainment or replacement?
i really don like that feeling.
just feel like i am a puppet, have to live under people
mood. when the person is angry, sad or what ever, you
seem to like show more concern and care more then i do.
if one day, i do angry on you. will you be so concern and care
about me too?? will you?? i think is NO.

am i someone to you too?

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